Thoughtful mood in Middle of Highway :P

Sometimes you are so deep in your thoughts that you dont realize the world around you. 
Had the same experience today but guess what I was in the middle of highway.... :P

Thanks to the passerby's yelling and shouting I was brought to my senses pretty quickly.
Thank you God !!!

So my message to everyone... be careful while crossing the roads and be in control of yourself








 

Day when everything goes wrong !!

Looking at the title, most of us might have remembered we have had this topic for essay writing in exams in our school days. At that time I did not choose this topic ever for essay writing as I always used to wonder what to write...

But yes now after so many years I remembered this topic at the end the day... when I was thinking how the day went by.

The day started off with me not feeling well and waking up late and then spent time gathering all docs for submitting at work. Hence I started off late to work. By the time I reached to office it was noon. I was too tired walking down the road to work.

I reached the security check at the entrance and somehow my access card which was working till day before stopped working.. then I had to make entry into the register and reached the reception area of my workplace.
When I reached the entrance, I received a call from my colleague about the issues in the application. I was already too pissed off and this added to it.

The first task was to get my access card working and thankfully it didn't take that long. Then I started checking my emails.. and there was one email which really hurt me too much.... more than I had thought.. Still trying to maintain calm, I tried to understand the reason behind the email. and I knew it was out of sheer frustration...

I was also too much frustrated and angry about every little thing. It really took a lot of efforts for me to calm down.. wanted to cut myself from everyone, wanted to be alone ..I started concentrating on my work to divert myself but it wasn't helping either.. I had already lot of things planned to finish off for that day but then none of it was actually done and had to wait late

I reached home late and while I was thinking about the day at night, I realized that the day was truly one of its kind.. where I controlled all my emotions of anger, frustration trying not to pass that on to someone and spoil their day.

I wonder if this is the right way but I think it is...  when we are frustrated or angry we generally vent out our anger on someone close and in turn.. it affects their day in some way or the other.

My Idea of Love

I had read a status message put by one of my friends

“Once in your life time you find a person who loves you from the bottom of the heart and if you are stupid enough to miss that opportunity you will miss it forever.”

Hence out of curiosity wanted to find what Wikipedia has to say about Love. According to Wikipedia, Love is the emotion of strong affection and personal attachment. There are various contexts in which Wikipedia describes and defines the subject.

Then the big question was what does it mean to me? Honestly it’s really hard to describe what it means; I had never really given a thought to it.

In my opinion it is an indescribable, unexplainable deep euphoric feeling for someone. It’s an unconditional affection you have for that person. 

Though it’s difficult to describe, some of the symptoms of being in love are

• It's when he/she is the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and the first thing you think of when you wake up.
• When you think about your future you see its with him/her
• When there is a sense of complete trust, where you share every little thought and feelings knowing that it would be safe in his/her hands.
• Without them you have a big empty feeling and you long for his/her presence.
• When you accept the person entirely and completely.
• Knowing that nothing else matters more than him/her.
• When you get lost in conversations and hours pass like minutes.
• When you just stay on the phone even if its silent at the other end.
• When he finds you beautiful even when you know you aren’t looking that beautiful.
• When he/she remembers things that you forgot about yourself.
• When he/she reminds you of these things.
• When he sends you flowers
• When all the stupid love songs seem so meaningful.
• When you stand by him/her no matter what happens.
• When being able to say something stupid and not worry about it and to be just yourself.
• When the look in his/her eyes is warm, open, accepting and understanding.
• Its that feeling when we don't have it; we search for it; when we discover it; we don't know what to do with it; when we have it; we fear losing it.
• When all you want in life is to see him/her happy.

 This is my idea of love... people who are already in love know better.

I'm alive

 This is one of my favourite songs.. Lovely lyrics and found a video beautifully made on You tube

When you look at me 
I get wings to fly
I'm alive ...

When you call on me
When I hear you breathe
I get wings to fly
I feel that I'm alive

When you look at me
I can touch the sky
I know that I'm alive

When you bless the day
I just drift away
All my worries die
I'm glad that I'm alive

You've set my heart on fire
Filled me with love
Made me a woman on clouds above
I couldn't get much higher
My spirit takes flight
'Cause I am alive

When you call on me
(When you call on me)
When I hear you breathe
(When I hear you breathe)
I get wings to fly
I feel that I'm alive
(I am alive)

When you reach for me
(When you reach for me)
Raising spirits high
God knows that...

That I'll be the one
Standing by through good and through trying times
And it's only begun
I can't wait for the rest of my life

When you call on me
When you reach for me
I get wings to fly 
I know that

When you bless the day
I just drift away
All my worries die
I know that I am alive

I get wings to fly
God knows that I am alive....