Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Day when everything goes wrong !!

Looking at the title, most of us might have remembered we have had this topic for essay writing in exams in our school days. At that time I did not choose this topic ever for essay writing as I always used to wonder what to write...

But yes now after so many years I remembered this topic at the end the day... when I was thinking how the day went by.

The day started off with me not feeling well and waking up late and then spent time gathering all docs for submitting at work. Hence I started off late to work. By the time I reached to office it was noon. I was too tired walking down the road to work.

I reached the security check at the entrance and somehow my access card which was working till day before stopped working.. then I had to make entry into the register and reached the reception area of my workplace.
When I reached the entrance, I received a call from my colleague about the issues in the application. I was already too pissed off and this added to it.

The first task was to get my access card working and thankfully it didn't take that long. Then I started checking my emails.. and there was one email which really hurt me too much.... more than I had thought.. Still trying to maintain calm, I tried to understand the reason behind the email. and I knew it was out of sheer frustration...

I was also too much frustrated and angry about every little thing. It really took a lot of efforts for me to calm down.. wanted to cut myself from everyone, wanted to be alone ..I started concentrating on my work to divert myself but it wasn't helping either.. I had already lot of things planned to finish off for that day but then none of it was actually done and had to wait late

I reached home late and while I was thinking about the day at night, I realized that the day was truly one of its kind.. where I controlled all my emotions of anger, frustration trying not to pass that on to someone and spoil their day.

I wonder if this is the right way but I think it is...  when we are frustrated or angry we generally vent out our anger on someone close and in turn.. it affects their day in some way or the other.